Lepyfied

Things have taken a turn for the worse... I can't sleep, I barely eat :/ fuckmylife. Jamey went away again, I knew this was going to happen, so I'm not too bothered.. It's kind of one of those things that I knew he'd do. He never stays long... uhm, but that's not why things are getting worse... I'm still trying to get over charles... (please don't give me shit for it, I loved him) him coming back hasn't done much to help.... It's kinda like I've taken two steps forward and six steps back... I hate getting over a heartbreak. :/ I get that it's been 4 months and I really should be over it and moving on, but it's hard to let go.... Anywa

I've had a strange few weeks. I've realized that in one way or another, I always get what I want... hmm... Charles is moving back to Front Royal, just as I was starting to get better.... :"( I lost my second best guy friend... i miss him a whole lot, but He doesn't give a shit... My ex from 3 years ago came back for me again... for the like 4th time.... He 'loves' me.... I think it's more of a want than a need to him... I'm familiar... either way.. I've re-developed feelings for him... kinda... I dunno, I think I should get my feelings sorted out... because as it stands I just wanna bury myself in a gallon of Vanilla Ice Cream. :C Pe

I just joined Beard Team USA!!! <3 I have an obsession.... with BEARDING.. I wish I could grow a beard.. but I can't. So my mom is knitting me one! SO! National's are in Pennslyvania this year and I need to go... I just need a way up there.... but! I have a plan! I'm working out the details... lol but I NEED to go <3 Whisker Wars has consumed my life... what else..... I've gotten into Entourage recently... more like gotten into Adrian Grenier, but I love Entourage<3 it's uh-mazing! anyway... my boyfriend dumped me through text... Douchebag. not like I really care, i didn't like him anyway. uhm... the hunt for my Hedgie con